» Josefinas

So yesterday i met up with a few friends at Josefinas, as they were having their very last "summer party" - a seasonal event. Late afternoon sun, wine, drinks and great company, does it get any better?
 

» outfits of the night

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» GOING BACK

It's finally official; I'm returning to California in October! Unfortunately it's only briefly, but so much better than nothing. 10 days in my second home will do me good. Can't wait.
 
A photo taken my first week at MBHS. God that seems like forever ago.

» lindilind & musikfolkis

Imorn bär det av till Nyköping för denna sockertopp, och på måndag vankas det musikplugg på folkis. Så taggad för din skull! Ikväll myste vi i alla fall och det var dundersoft. Kollade massa DDD och spelade Kardashianspelet - ja, och det är kul. Sen kom även Hedv över en sväng innan hon skulle vidare till Söder för popagandahäng.
 
Kommer sakna dig massa masssa massa men jag kommer och hälsar på asap.
 
åh vad jag älskar dig min fina pingla

» let's try long distance

Good evening dear readers,
I've finally decided to acutally write a bit and not just post photos - so what have I been up to? Well, Alexander and I made a decision at last; we're going to try out long distance. Personally, I've never believed in long distance relationships, but Alex really is special, and he's not worth giving up on that easily.
 
 
I've also gotten completely obsessed by DDD, aka Drop Dead Diva - a tv series about a blond aspiring model who dies and whose soul ends up in a "larger", very successful lawyer's body. And I know, I knoooow, it sounds as lame as a series can get, but it's actually reaally good. The main part of the show is the actual cases and how they solve them, and it's really quite interesting.
On top of that, this year I'm actually following Paradise Hotel - for the first time ever. It's a horrible show, but since I was forced to watch the first episode when Johanna, Ernst and Bella came over to hang out I got kind of stuck. That happens so easily to me, and it doesn't exactly help that it's like the only thing people talk about hahah. It happens everyyy time, every year when Paradise starts, it's the only thing people talk about, and that's the way it always is. It's nice to be a part of the conversations for once haha.
 
And as far as my new school goes, I'm having the best time. My classmates are all so nice and have been so welcoming, they're all just the very best.
 
But now it's late, so I'm gonna go to bed. Even though I don't have school tomorrow wohoooo

» 28/8-14

Jeans - Bikbok | Top - Gina Tricot | Kimono - Urban Outfitters | Shoes - Jeffrey Campbell

» wednesday 27/8-14

Bustier & skirt - Wet Seal | Shoes - Converse

» svar på kommentar

Re; Den kallas Maragaretaflätor och det finns två sätt jag brukar göra; idag gjorde jag bara två vanliga flätor på varsin sida, vek upp dem i mitten och satte fast med hårnålar. Annars brukar jag göra inbakade flätor nerifrån och upp och samma sak där; sätt fast med hårnålar!
 
 
 

» ootd tuesday 26/8-14

Top, cardigan & belt - Forever21 | Jeans - Bikbok |

» sunday evening

Back to school tomorrow. Kinda torn between being excited and wishing the weekend would last longer; on the one hand my new class is absolutely great, I have great classes and I have sleep-ins everyday of the week but Thursdays but on the other hand, I finish late, and school will always be school - and time off is nice. But I am looking forward to all the events and travels of this year though, because there will be many of them, and also getting to know my peers better.
 
Oh and by the way, I have a questions for you, my dear readers;
What do you want to see more of? Outfits, clothes, tips, artistic/creative projects, friends, family, details, videos, whatever you want! Comment and tell me and I'll do my best to adapt :)
 

» ensam

För en vecka sen åkte Alexander. För två dagar sen åkte Linda. Och igår åkte Elin. Om några månader åker Hedvig. Det kommer bli ett jobbigt år.
 
Alla favoriter i en och samma bild. Fy vad jag saknar och kommer att sakna er.

» 10 months

Four Tops – Baby I Need Your Loving
 
Baby, I need your lovin'
Baby, I need your lovin'

Although you're never near
Your voice I often hear
Another day, another night
I long to hold you tight
'Cause I'm so lonely

Baby, I need your lovin'
Got to have all your lovin'
Baby, I need your lovin'
Got to have all your lovin'

Some say it's a sign of weakness
For a man to beg
Then weak I'd rather be
If it means havin' you to keep
'Cause lately I've been losin' sleep

Baby, I need your lovin'
Got to have all your lovin'
Baby, I need your lovin'
Got to have all your lovin'

Empty nights echo your name
Whoa, sometimes I wonder
Will I ever be the same?
Oh yeah

When you see me smile, you know
Things have gotten worse
Any smile you might see
Has all been rehearsed

Darlin', I can't go on without you
This emptiness won't let me live without you
This loneliness inside me, darlin'
Makes me feel half alive

Baby, I need your lovin'
Got to have all your lovin'
Baby, I need your lovin'
Got to have all your lovin'

Baby, I need your lovin'
Got to have all your lovin'
Baby, I need your lovin'
Got to have all your lovin'
 
 

» kommentarer

Re; Han var på landet med pappa, de stannade längre än mamma och jag :)
Re; Tack för all support, fina läsare. Vi har inte bestämt oss än men det betyder mycket att ni verkar bry er så mycket och stöttar oss. Puss på er!

» Outfit of the day

So I know it's been a really long while since I've posted any outfits, but I felt like getting back into doing that, especially since I have 4 sleep ins per week thanks to my new awesome schedule.
 
PS, listen to this song if you haven't already - Charli XCX – Boom Clap
 
Dress - Forever21 | Jacket - Nelly.com | Boots - Zoey | Necklace - Birthday gift from Alexander | Earrings - Birthday gift from my God parents

» my puppy is back

And finally my puppy is back in my arms and in my bed.
 
 

» Första dagen på KG

Åh, vilken bra första dag tillbaka på gymnasiet jag hade. Fick äntligen träffa nya klassen och alla verkar så gosiga. Har ännu dock inte riktigt fått pli på schemat, så måste dit extra tidigt imorn bitti och försöka lösa det.
 
Hursomhelst, här är en bild från eftermiddagen. Sååå gosiga
 

» bunny & mama


» frågor om distansförhållande

Re; Vi har inte kommit fram till om vi ska köra distans eller inte än, men vi har bestämt att vänta till skolan och jobbet har kommit igång ordentligt för attt se hur jobbigt det blir... Det är oavsett en väldigt svår sits, jag vill ju inte ge upp det bästa jag haft utan att ens försöka, men samtidigt vet jag att det kommer bli ofattbart svårt.

» It's hard without you

I wish you were to hug me, kiss me and make me feel better.
 

» skipping to the end

This summer Alex and I have been watching How I met Your Mother together, from season one and in order from there on. We were planning on watching all 9 seasons, but we never got that far. After season 7 we only had two days left together, so we ended up skipping to the end, watching the last few episodes of season 9.
This summer feels like it passed by just like that. Even though 6 weeks is a long time and I am so grateful for the extra time we got together, it will never be enough. In fact, a life time wouldn't be enough with him. Nonetheless it felt like summer barely started before he left. Like we skipped ahead to the end. 
I know I probably shouldn't be writing this, pouring my heart out on my blog for everyone to see, but sometimes you just can't help it. I've basically spent all day crying in front of netflix (drop dead diva). I can't eat, I can't sleep, I feel like I can't do anything. My friends texted me and asked me to go out with them and not a single part of me wanted to join them. I've never felt this empty in my life, it's like there's a big black hole inside me grabbing onto everything it can.
 
I miss you already babe, so so much.
 

» gothenburg

 So now we're back in Stockholm, but before we left the west coast, we made one last stop in Gothenburg and Liseberg :)
 
 

» happy 19th

Sooo, I guess I'm pretty old now.
 
 
and here's the only recent photo i found of me, despite its blurriness and overall crappiness. happy nineteenth to me

» flytvästsvalp

Lite bilder från häromdagen när vi var ute och myste på en ö här på västkusten. Aston är ju för söt i sin flytväst.
 

» purple beaches and wild black berries

Good evening dear readers!
This morning the alarm went off at 7 am. Unwillingly I got up, because I promised Alex we would go out to sea with my morfar (grandpa on my mother's side). I did have a condition though, and Alex didn't let me down, as he carried me to my grandparents' house. It was like an extra 10 minutes of sleep, riding on his back haha.
We started off showing Alex the harbors of both Kungshamn (where we live) and Smögen (the island next to us), then continued to the famous island of Hållö, where we picked herbs for morfar's brännvin (basically vodka with flavour that you drink in a shot & mandatory singing format), walked around looking at where a plane once crashed in WW2, rock formations created as the ice age disappeared, let Alex go for a swim in the marble "pool" and finally had lunch. Morfar brought hot dogs and a little grill, and we had a very nice time.
Next up was the purple beach at Mellanskär. It's made out of mussle shells that have been broken into millions of teeny tiny pieces and form a purple beach. It's really cool, actually.
And on our way home from the eventful day, we fished a little, and Alex actually caught one! He was so very proud.
 
And now we're off to bed. Goodnight lovelies!
 
Boatselfiiee
The "sneaking bridge" as referred to by morfar
Very famous little boat houses
Looking at a propeller from a plane crash in WW2, 1943
very much love
Holes created by water and ice as the ice age was melting, aka jättegrytor (= giant pots)
Alex found us some wild and very delicious black berries, or as well call them in Swedish, björnbär (= bear berries)
lunch tiime
the purple beach at Mellanskär
super stoked on catching his first makrill
the catch, cooked and served with left over risotto from last night!

» first day on the west (best) coast

He's seen Stockholm, he's seen Finland, he's seen Luleå, and now, it's finally time to see Kungshamn.
This morning we took the train from Stockholm, and after a 4 hour train ride and a lot of hassle regarding rude staff, misleading advertisement and generally just a crappy transportation company, yes I'm talking about SJ, we finally arrived in Munkedal where my dad picked us up. Alex was as usual amazed by everything around him the entire car ride to Kungshamn, where our summer house is, and even more fascinated and excited as we got out of the car. First of all, of course, we went on a walk down to the beach for a swim. Dad and Alex swam around a little with Aston, I stood and documented it. Not ready.
Then, like I do every summer, I went through my room and looked at things from my childhood. I found a painting kit and decided that this summer, or the two weeks that remain of it, I will finally use it and paint something.
After that, grandma and grandpa came over for a drink and Alex finally got to meet them. It was great seeing them again.
Dinner happened, Richard made a beautiful risotto and dad bbqed some amazing meat. Alex desperately wanted to go for a late night swim, so we did that too. Or, you know, he did. I watched, and documented, as usual.
Finally Josefin texted me and she and Krille ended up coming over with a bottle of wine and a bag of naturgodis, so we spent the rest of the evening playing cards and hanging out.
Tomorrow morning we're rising early to go out to sea with gramps on his boat! Ttyl lovely readers!
 
I found my old hat from when I was like 8, haha
Mmm I just wanna wash clothes on your bellyyyy
Idyllic.
Gosh he's cute. So fricking adorbs
But thissssss, I can't even handle it
Windy pup
Swan diving off a cliff
They just looked so majestic together
Finding artsyfartsy stuffs
Dad, grandma, Richard
This is literally as dark as it gets.
Tried taking a flash photo. Looks like a painting haha

» kommentarer

Re; Åh tack fina du!
 
Re; Jag veet,, kanske när vi kommer hem från landet ju!
 

» let me rub it in your face...

... how absolutely amazing, adorable & perfect my boy is.
 

» smedslätten / äppelviken

The other day Alex and I took the subway out to Bromma, where both my parents grew up, to check up on my grandparents' house, since they are at the summer house. We also went to the local beach which turned out to be surprisingly big, compared to most Swedish beahces! I'm a bit of a badkruka, as we say in Swedish (literal translation = bath pot, meaning = someone who hesitates a lot to go swimming and doesn't like cold temperatures in the water), so as usual, Alex picked me up and ran into the water. Once again, I can restate how much I dislike fresh water. Can't wait till we get to the summer house and the salty water there. 2 more dayyysss. Oh and 6 more days till I'm 19! Not gonna lie, feeling very old.
 
new dress my babe bought me!
perfect juice box pocket
babe

» re;

Re; Han åker den 15e augusti.
 
 

» dad's last day as a pilot

55 years old and now a free man. Retired that is, or like my mom likes to joke; unemployed. Yesterday, I had the pleasure of joining my dad's last day as a captain at SAS after 28 long years, together with my sister, Alex and my mom. With my mom as his co pilot, my parents flew us up to Luleå, where we visited Gammelstaden, had a wonderful dinner, played some cards etc, stayed at a hotel and then flew back in the morning. It was a really great way to end his carreer, with all his family on board and we all had so much fun.